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If this was a perfect world there would be better role models for our children. They wouldn’t know all the latest songs but would know how to read, write and count. They wouldn’t be so quick to bully or shoot and stab instead of talking things out or getting into and old fashioned fight. Y’all remember those somebody got that ass beat. Dudes would be all over the place pushing, shoving and slamming against shit while females got dirty with it! Pulling hair out, scratching, tearing off clothes until someone broke it up. Then everyone was like daaammmmnnnn so and so got that ass beat and y’all went along discussing details until another one broke out. It’s sad that you gotta worry about if you get into it with someone are you gonna lose your life behind the bullshit.

I’m 23 and looking back we had it good growing up. It’s a damn shame [no offense] that every time I turn around I see a female pregnant. Y’all know who I’m talking about these young dumb females. If this was a perfect world they would be better educated about birth control, condoms, and stds. Even though condoms and birth control don’t stop you from being a tramp/slut/ho. I don’t know their situations but come on now, your _ years old and pregnant. Your baby daddy ain’t shit and your dumb ass let him run up in you raw. Or wait what about the ones they don’t know who the father is and is dragging dudes on Maury? Everything that feels good ain’t good for you. I have younger friends and I constantly stayed on their ass about this kind of shit. So far only one of these chicks had a baby because she was fast but hell all you can do is try.

These are just a few thoughts going through my head when I take time to really think about the shit around me. I’m not blind to it at it all it just makes me sick because kids today are growing up alot faster and have alot more shit to deal with it. It’s sad that getting bullied at school may cause that person to commit suicide. It’s even more sad that high school/college campus now are no longer safe. It’s terrible when little kids go to school thinking they have to “protect” themselves? What happened to going to class actually learning with books to read? The good ol days man when you would be able to chill and hang with your “clique” and not worry about anything major….I wish I could back when stuff was so much simpler…

I wrote this with my younger brother in mind. At 19 he still has to suffer so much. He is misunderstood. Teased because he speaks properly. Fights fair and isn’t dealing drugs. No drama and no kids. Trying to get his own little business started. Thoughtful and a pretty decent guy. Confused but still finding his way. I’m glad our relationship is pretty close. I’m very proud of him. He isn’t perfect but tries to be. With that seeing where he came from and where he is going with a steady path makes my world perfect as it can get. I feel like as long as I’m actually trying to make a stand when everyone else is walking by then I’ve made a small difference.